While rambling in the garden this morning, I was enjoying
the fall amaryllis (Rhodophiala) that are blooming in red and pink. The pink, particularly, are fairly unusual
and striking. The summer has been so
horrific and the garden looks so poorly that anything that is blooming is so
very welcome. I recalled seeing some for
sale on one of my favorite bulb web-sites, and considered maybe ordering some
more, even though the few I started out with are multiplying readily, and even
though my planting spaces are starting to fill up. But that old acquisition gene that most of us
humans and some of the so-called lower species share tried to kick in (more
about squirrels later). OK, so I have these,
but maybe I could/should/would get more!
I reined in the thought in time to prevent myself from getting
more! At least this time.
“But,” I tell myself, “I do love bulbs so.” “Yes,” I remind myself, “but you already have
some bulbs ordered to plant this fall.” “Ok,”
the dialog continues, “but these would be more pink ones. And those are extra special.” “Aren’t they all,” I retort to me. And so it goes.
The internet has made it so simple to order clothing or
household items or books or music or movies or bulbs, all of which are my
particular weaknesses. But I have plenty
of clothes just now, nothing fancy, but enough. And as to household items, the cabinets and
closets are full, thank you very much.
Ditto the shelves which hold books and CD’s and movies. And those bulbs already on order? I made myself plan exactly where they could
be placed before I ordered them. Well,
mostly.
There’s not a thing wrong with acquiring items we need. Or even really, really, really want. And there are those of us in true need for
whom anything would be useful and fill a need.
But for those of us who have enough, or maybe too much already, of
baubles, bangles, beads and bulbs, surely a good way to proceed is to be
thankful for what we have. And, wild idea, use the resources for helping
those without, instead of getting ‘more’ for ourselves.
I don’t know the sources for these two wonderful quotations
but they pretty well sum it up: “It’s
not having less but wanting more that makes us feel poor;” and “Gratitude makes
what we have enough.”